hari raya aidil adha paling trok bagi ku

hari raya taun tok sungguh malang bagi ku.why nya polah ku gtok!;'(.pagi tadi ku bangun.abang saudara ku mdh min smbhyg .ku pn alu mandik n psg bju trus ku g masjid an cdak.ku duduk jak tme ya.dhya ku msj an grek ku.syg bgn gk:) dgn lembut ku grak nya.nya mdh nya dh bgn.ku suruh nya g mandik.lepas hbis smbhyg bru nya msj ku.nya mdh nya kt rumah kwn nya.perluka nya gya.salu nya pas mdk nya kn pdh x hal ku sbr jak.dhya nya mdh busy.ku aok jak.ne tau nya busy an mask ka blaja ka apa.skali kelua an kwn2 nya mdh.xdpt ka nya text ku?xdpt ka nya mdh?nya mdh nya nk hlg stress tncion xmok mara2 ku.p ku eran.ku 2 3 ary tok ku jga aty nya xda wat nya gya.maybe da boi nak?myb mok enjoi glak ba.dh masa ku an nya bkn dpt lmk pn.xpa la.ku ne tau pa nya wat tdk nak.dhya ku kol nya.nya mara ku jak2.seolah2 ku polah slh .maka xda pn.dhya ku g nanga orng sembeleh lembu.power pnya lembu ya.ku berdiri nanga.dhya ku trus blt n mndk.mok g serian.ku menahan jak dlm aty.hope nya kan eply msj ku,akn kol ku.ku asa ku xprnh d syg nya eh,di care sal nya,dicinta nya.pnh xnya pk aty ku.pnh x.ku pn aty terlalu anco asa.ku bkn dpt pndm suma ba.ku bkn mnusia xda aty.ku just berharap ku tok dicare ,dicinta,disyg.pnh x nya pk sal ya?ku asa xda.ku tok mcm doll bg nya.bila diperlukan baru ada,bila xperlu x digago lngsung,:'( pnh x nya pk slmk tok apa ku snggup wat k nya ya,ya tndanya ku care sal nya cnta bna2 sal nya.ku tok x layak ka grek an nya smpe byk glak dugaan gtok.pa slh ku.slh kah ku mok bhgia an orng yg ku cnta?;'(this word from myself to her,
im maybe not perfect 4 u,but i will try my best 4 u
im maybe the boy tat u not really love but ur the girl im really love
im maybe not important in ur life but ur the most important in my life
im maybe not the boy u care,but ur the girl always i care
im maybe ur monkey/puppy love but 4 me ur my love until i die
im maybe not so special in ur heart,but ur the most special girl in my life
If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.

To my love,
You wont believe how much I love you!
I want nothing more than for you to realize just how much I want and need you in my life, now and for all time. You are the only girl I have ever loved and it will remain that way forever!
From the day I know you, on that may day in 2009, I fell in love with you and my love has continued to grow ever since and it will never stop!!
I miss you so much when we are apart and even when we are together, I miss you!!
u are, my sweetheart, my lover ..........by reading this, I hope you understand that you are the only one for me and always will be, there's only room for one girl in my heart and in my dreams and that's you!
All my love, always and forever.my love to u never change from past until now.im really want u with me until the last of my breathe.if one day i cannot get married with you,please keep me in ur heart,please dun ever throw it.i will stay 4ever in ur heart.;'(
You are the foundation of my life
You are the one from where I start and where I end.
Without you in my life
I am a rose without smell,
a pond without water,
a sky without stars,
I can't take a breath without taking one for you.
You are the air I breathe,
you are the touch I feel,
you are life I seek
you complete me.
You are my heaven on earth,
without you I am a soul without existence
you're my world
my universe
my life.
I LOVE YOU WITH all my heart ,and im really mean it what i say:'(
thats the only word i can say.
do u really love me syg?do u ever care about me?do u think how i feel?do u think about my heart?do im the boy ur really love?do im the person that important in ur life?do i already in ur heart?im really sad.why you make me crying on this raya?this raya already suck for me.yeahhhh.im never crying about a girl or my girlfriend but ur different.only u can make me cry because ur so special in my heart n ur everything 4 me.syg,b owes mengalah k nya,p please lah pk gne asa aty b.skit pn x hal.asal ada.b bsyukur mn nya pk skit pn jd la;'(b xdpt nak nahan suma syg.b cyg nya glak2.i just want u in my life.i hope one day i can get married with u n forever with u.hope will be reality.will u be mine owes syg?will u be my wife?will u loved me like the way i love u?will u always beside me?will u owes with me?im really afraid u will leave me,u will do the thing i dont like.im really afraid to losing u.im really afraid.;'(i dun want other girl.i want u.no one can replace u in my heart;'(i hope u will always love me until my last breath..